Okay - so I dont blog that often. Its a discipline. Im not good at discipline. I break rules, challenge authority and am generally a deviant....Sue me!
Anyway - I know i spend more time commeting on blogs then i do writing my own - but hey - im consistent. There is a reason though - I just havent been able to find the time lately. Some of you may know that I am making my way back from dirrrty ole london town - to the sunny sands of SA. At first when i made the decision - I was really excited. But now that the time is nigh - I am feeling incredibly nervous. Im not one for regrets, and I dont regret my decision - but I am starting to really see how different things are going to be - and even worse - how much I am going to miss everyone (people at work included).
It was my work leaving drinks last Friday - and having everyone come out to be festive and celebrate (not to mention buy me loads of free drinks!) - just made me realise what strong friendships and relationships I have managed to harvest maintain and grow. Its going to be really sad to say goodbye. Not to mention all my non work friends - who I have basically met since coming here (I knew not a soul when i came up here). Its been such an incredible journey - and I knew it would be sad - but I hate saying goodbye - I freaking hate it!!! Arrrgh!
Add to that the incredible sunshine we have had here - and the amazing weekends I have had (and still to have) and to leave it all behind - well I know I made that choice - but its still hard - What else? I baked 112 quadruple chocolate cookies - bought lots of red velvet cupcakes for everyone. I came out to my personal trainer in my drunken stupor - who said I was his best client - snaps :) - things are going well with the new boy - but I havent told him I am leaving yet - sucky - I know - hmmmm.....going to meet my flatmate in Greece - who is well underway with her epic bike ride from London to Brisbane....oh yes - and watching Britains got talent while drinking Vodka Tonics on this amazing summer day!!!!
Until next time - which will hopefully be a bit more meaningfull!!! Much love and later Dayz -
CM!
